dodie - Hate Myself (Official Video)

12 jan 2021
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Build A Problem, the debut album. Pre-Order: dodie.ffm.to/buildaproblem
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Created by dodie & Sammy Paul
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Directed by Sammy Paul
Produced by
Cambria Bailey-Jones & Reb Day
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Executive Producer:
Guy Larsen - instagram.com/guylarsen/
Director of Photography:
Ciaran O’Brien - instagram.com/ciaranobriendop/
Art Director: Louis Grant
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Edited by Jamie Macleod
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Visual Effects by Dave Brain
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Colourist
Ciaran O’Brien
First Assistant Director:
Reb Day
Assistant Camera:
Rachael Hutchings
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Gaffer:
Richard Scott
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Camera Trainee:
Will Davis
Runners:
Niamh Crowley
Heather Clark
Special Thanks:
Salima Paul
Julyan Paul
Phoenix Stone
Bliss Wild
Edith Windle
Josh Edwards
Artie The Cat
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  • SHE SPITS TO THE LEFT SMILES CARRIES ON AND SAYS SHES GOOD FUCK THIS DODIE YOURE SO TALENTED I CANT

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  • I'm gonna rewatch this until my eyes bleed

    Michelle SimeusMichelle Simeus5 timmar sedan
  • omg i almost forgot to watch this today

    Kayla ChauKayla Chau6 timmar sedan
  • Hey dodie do you wanna tell me why this made me cry

    Haley NunesHaley Nunes8 timmar sedan
  • Birdie loves this ♥

    BIRDIEBIRDIE9 timmar sedan
  • Wow I love this so much! anyone know what typeface she used for the title card at the beginning? Its absolutely lovely!

    Gabriel HilgerGabriel Hilger11 timmar sedan
  • I listened to this the day it came out but now I'm listening back and I just felt the need to comment THIS IS TOO GOOD FOR MY EARS AND FOR MY EYES. Just amazing work. I'm absolutely in love

    Anna SchmelzAnna Schmelz13 timmar sedan
  • i love it

    Ele ElineEle Eline15 timmar sedan
  • It's been 10 days and yet I've listened to this song maybe 1,000 times already

    Nick AndrewsNick Andrews17 timmar sedan
  • As someone with ADHD, this song encompasses the feeling of RSD (Rejection Sensitivity Disorder) where if i perceive any form of rejection from someone I care about I immediately overthink and get immense anxiety. If someone I care about who usually opens up to me suddenly shut down around me I would probably sense myself into a spiral like the lyrics of this song

    Mariah BanditMariah Bandit17 timmar sedan
  • is she going to postwoman heaven

    emilie b.emilie b.19 timmar sedan
  • another beautiful song (:

    Earthy LannaEarthy Lanna19 timmar sedan
  • i think we all need a supportive lady giving us a thumbs up from her window honestly

    Scarlett CooperScarlett Cooper20 timmar sedan
  • Ahhh lovely Polperro. One day I shall live there.

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  • omg right on

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  • I absolutely love this!! Does anyone else get emotional when the lady gives Dodie a thumbs up? No just me? okay ✉️

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  • IM READY TO FALL INTO A DODIE PHASE ALL OVER AGAIN

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  • Most native English speakers from places that aren't USA actually adopt more American accents when they sing, for phonetic reasons. Dodie's accent in this song is much less understandable for my American self, though

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  • mood

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  • Polperro?

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  • *sees packages left in full view on the steps/by the gate* TRIGGERED!!!!

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  • very cool and beautiful BUT HOW CAN SHE PUT THE PACKAGES IN THE RAIN?! THEY ARE PACKED IN PAPER!

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  • Turn this masterpiece into a movie and take my money.

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  • This is so good! The video and the song!

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  • For me its about being in your head. Even if there's not a problem there you fill it in with your insecurities (brain on fire) and worry about things you did or didn't say/feel. (When u go quiet I hate myself= needing constant validation for everything, big or small)

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  • This reminds me of that one movie on netflix about that lazy postman who gets sent to a rlly scary town and then works with santa to bring the town back together. Just me? Ok

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  • 💖iTTrue stoRy NiCeLy dOnE 🎉👏👏👏💨👏👏👏👏💖💯🌌🚀🤤

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  • This song speaks to me of dealing with bad mental health professionals. Especially when they don’t understand the anxiety they cause you. When you go quiet I hate myself. They make it feel like it’s your fault they aren’t helping; there’s something wrong with me. They’re supposed to be the ones who make sense, but then they’re like: oh so illogical I’m not magical I can’t read your mind. But how can they not hear this whole conversation I’m having sitting still with a brain on fire? It always feels like it’s your fault for not getting them to understand, like it’s your fault for not making sense- but no, I don’t think I can help it. It’s a journey to realising you’re worth a lot more than you’re getting: you’re only worth losing now. But it isn’t your fault. This isn’t how you’re supposed to feel. I don’t think they get me, dear- and that’s okay. Someone will, and eventually you will too. You don’t have to hate yourself.

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    • bro me getting attacked by my psychiatrists for not talking enough when i was there for social anxiety disorder

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  • love this so much

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  • oh my god I love this video I love this song I love you fanTASTIC job to everyone involved

    Lucy BaumannLucy BaumannDag sedan
  • that is so beautiful, thank you

    Karolina MaláKarolina MaláDag sedan
  • I love the Music Video and ur voice is so unique I LOVE IT ☺️👏

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  • Sammy I love this

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  • I can’t even count how many times I’ve played this song. So amazing!!

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  • I love you, Dodie 💚

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  • That music tho... Uplifting.

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  • go quiet, I hate myself) No, I don't think I can help it (Mmm-mmm-mmm-mmm)

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  • you’re such a musical genius dodie

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  • why does this remind me of eroda from adore you by harry styles

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  • loved it💗💗

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  • NOT THIS MAKING ME SOB

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    • go quiet, I hate myself) No, I don't think I can help it (Mmm-mmm-mmm-mmm)

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  • Such a great song! Pretty sure the location here is Polperro, an absolutely beautiful little place on the south coast of Cornwall - definitely recommend a visit!

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    • Yes it is Polperro. A little gem of a place.

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  • this video looks like it takes place in the same spot as the Adore You video

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  • you are so beyond incredible oh my god

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  • Klaus but a musical version? I think so 😎

    Morgan IrbsMorgan Irbs2 dagar sedan
  • Damn. I thought this was Dido. Couldn’t click off fast enough.

    Fred FannakapanFred Fannakapan2 dagar sedan
  • Please continue to do music this is literally the thing I've been saying to myself for the last week week and a half. This has also been thought that I've thought about for years

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  • Did anyone else think it was Dr. Dray in the thumbnail?

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  • if these so far released tracks are ANY indication, this whole album is gonna be absolutely amazing!!!

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  • beautiful. 🖤

    Kendra FavaroKendra Favaro2 dagar sedan
  • Too Dodie and everyone who worked on this, omg this is beautiful!👌💗💗💗💗

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  • Klaus but in Dodie version

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  • When you realise life is hard and dodie brings out a new song and suddenly the worlds just a bit brighter. Thank you

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  • dodieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

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  • Ame el vídeo, la canción, el ritmo, la letra, el significado, lo que me hizo sentir, todo junto fue wow. La amo mucho💐❤️✨🔝

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  • The way this song explains anxiety perfectly.

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  • everyone talking about drivers license but sleeping on this songggggg 😮

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  • She’s gorgeous 😍 and extremely talented

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    • overcompensate in communication really bad (at least that's how I interpreted it)

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  • Postlady Dodie is doing things to me

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    • @wnnalis cioov well i meant that in a gay way but yeah the set was beautiful

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    • I love that she used a rural Cornish fishing village, the village I live in no less, even used my dad and stepmums letter box! Loved the music video

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  • I can't stop listening to this song xD

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  • Great stuff

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  • this has a Novo Amor feel and I’m living for it ugghhh ❤️❤️❤️❤️

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  • postman pat vibes

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  • where does she even live like wow

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  • couple of years i had this feeling, couldn't keep my mind still, thousand voices and thoughts, feelings where submerging me, no issues where offered, being in a one way direction, i couldn't see any outcome. almost took an irreversible action. glad i didn't . love your song and the vibes it emanates. Roger

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  • @edsheeran where are you? I wish these two would collab. Is that sacrilege?

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  • this is what my rejection sensitive dysphoria sounds like

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  • This is beautiful ❤️

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  • When you get so good at delivering mail you ascend as a goddess.

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  • This gave me huge Violet Evergarden vibes for some reason

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  • [Verse 1] Could it be different? Did I ruin the day? Oh, do you look angry? Oh, what did I say? Filling in the gaps, build a problem that Neither of us needs, something wrong with me (Mmh-mmh-mmh) I'm getting desperate, losing my mind Oh, how do we get here, every time? One will fold their arms, one will do the dance Really is no need, something wrong with me [Pre-Chorus] No, I don't think I can help it (Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha!) (Nope) [Chorus] Oh, so illogical, I'm not magical, I can't read your mind But how can you not hear the whole conversation? I have, sitting still with a brain on fire I know, it's a me-thing Eyes closed - isn't helping? When you go quiet, I hate myself When you go quiet, I hate myself [Verse 2] Look at you sideways, playing a game Oh, what if I laugh now, think I'm insane Filling in the gaps, build a problem that Neither of us needs, something wrong with me Pushing a boundary, something to prove Strong expectation, you already lose Oh, one will fold their arms, one will do the dance Really is no need, something wrong with me [Pre-Chorus] No, I don't think I can help it (K) [Chorus] Oh, so illogical, I'm not magical, I can't read your mind (Read your mind) But how can you not hear the whole conversation? I have, sitting still with a brain on fire (Brain on fire) I know, it's a me-thing Eyes closed - isn't helping? When you go quiet, I hate myself When you go quiet, I hate myself [Bridge] Give me a mystery Maybe they'll bloom for me It's always the quiet ones Oh, something here must be done I'm hoping I'm ready here Don't think they get me, dear I'm only proving how I'm only worth losing now Give me a mystery, maybe they'll bloom for me It's always the quiet ones, something here must be done I'm hoping I'm ready here, don't think they get me, dear (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Don't think they get me, dear (No I don't...) Give me a mystery, maybe they'll bloom for me It's always the quiet ones, something that must be done I'm hoping I'm ready here, don't think they get me, dear (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Don't think they get me, dear [Outro] No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) I can help it (Don't think they get me here) No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) I can help it (When you go quiet, I hate myself) (Don't think they get me here) No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) I can help it (Don't think they get me here) No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) I can help it (When you go quiet, I hate myself) No, I don't think I can help it (Mmm-mmm-mmm-mmm)

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  • This is phenomenal. The aesthetics, the concept of this postwoman and her struggles, her voice, this calm, soft song..... I mean.... I can't describe it.

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  • Absolutely amazing. And where is this, I wanna visit!

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  • I love that she used a rural Cornish fishing village, the village I live in no less, even used my dad and stepmums letter box! Loved the music video

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  • overcompensate in communication really bad (at least that's how I interpreted it)

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  • This is so 'Klaus' I'm obsessed

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  • Dodie’s Delivery Service

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  • is that hazels laugh 🥺

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  • Harry Styles: * spits out exotic cocktail * !!!

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    • I come here again and again for 2:14 onwards 😍

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  • If you also hate yourself, watch this: seworld.info/will/nK-lqdjaooB4tZM/video

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  • As an actual postwoman this video brings me weird joy

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  • Anyone knows what's the name of that city?

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  • Sounds like Luke Cutforth laughing at 0:44

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  • [Verse 1] Could it be different? Did I ruin the day? Oh, do you look angry? Oh, what did I say? Filling in the gaps, build a problem that Neither of us needs, something wrong with me (Mmh-mmh-mmh) I'm getting desperate, losing my mind Oh, how do we get here, every time? One will fold their arms, one will do the dance Really is no need, something wrong with me [Pre-Chorus] No, I don't think I can help it (Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha!) (Nope) [Chorus] Oh, so illogical, I'm not magical, I can't read your mind But how can you not hear the whole conversation? I have, sitting still with a brain on fire I know, it's a me-thing Eyes closed - isn't helping? When you go quiet, I hate myself When you go quiet, I hate myself [Verse 2] Look at you sideways, playing a game Oh, what if I laugh now, think I'm insane Filling in the gaps, build a problem that Neither of us needs, something wrong with me Pushing a boundary, something to prove Strong expectation, you already lose Oh, one will fold their arms, one will do the dance Really is no need, something wrong with me [Pre-Chorus] No, I don't think I can help it (K) [Chorus] Oh, so illogical, I'm not magical, I can't read your mind (Read your mind) But how can you not hear the whole conversation? I have, sitting still with a brain on fire (Brain on fire) I know, it's a me-thing Eyes closed - isn't helping? When you go quiet, I hate myself When you go quiet, I hate myself [Bridge] Give me a mystery Maybe they'll bloom for me It's always the quiet ones Oh, something here must be done I'm hoping I'm ready here Don't think they get me, dear I'm only proving how I'm only worth losing now Give me a mystery, maybe they'll bloom for me It's always the quiet ones, something here must be done I'm hoping I'm ready here, don't think they get me, dear (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Don't think they get me, dear (No I don't...) Give me a mystery, maybe they'll bloom for me It's always the quiet ones, something that must be done I'm hoping I'm ready here, don't think they get me, dear (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Don't think they get me, dear [Outro] No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) I can help it (Don't think they get me here) No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) I can help it (When you go quiet, I hate myself) (Don't think they get me here) No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) I can help it (Don't think they get me here) No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) I can help it (When you go quiet, I hate myself) No, I don't think I can help it (Mmm-mmm-mmm-mmm)

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  • tell me a reason why she didn’t even have a nomination from grammy?

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  • Just realised that this is a training montage

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  • ( *Romans 2:4* ) "Don’t you see how wonderfully kind, tolerant, and patient God is with you? Does this mean nothing to you? Can’t you see that his *Kindness* is intended to turn you from your sin?" ❎ It's *Not* the Wrath of God that leads you to repentance. ❎ It's *Not* the Judgement of God that leads you to repentance. ❎ It's *Not* Hell or pain or fire. ❎ It's *Not* the punishment. ❎ It's *Not* his anger. *romans 2:4* ☑ "It's the *kindness/goodness* of God that leads you to repentance." ☑ God *Is Not* waiting to judge you. ☑ God *Is Not* waiting to condemn you. ☑ God *Is* waiting to *receive you* with mercy, with love, with open arms. ☑ *Jesus took* the Hell, the Judgement, the Punishment, the Wrath, the Pain, the Sentence that we deserved. ☑ God *Is Not* mad or angry at you and *will never* be. ☑ God *doesn't* turn away when you mess up. ☑ God *Is Not* an angry God. ☑ God *won't hate* you because you made a *mistake* one too many times. That's *Not* how he works. ☑ You are *Loved* by an incredibly *Merciful, Gracious, and Forgiving* Father. ☑ The *Bible* is about *You* and *GOD* ☑ God speaks to *you* through the *Bible* and the Bible is about you. It's all about *God's love* for you, *God's promises* for you, and *God's unending willingness* to forgive the mistakes you make. ☑ The *Bible* is also about God. The God who created *the world and everyone* in it. The God who saw what *he made* and it was good. The God who saw *Adam and Eve* fall into sin, and the God who sees everything you *do, think, and say* every moment of every day. ☑ God Endures. God *will never* leave you, God *will never* stop loving you, God *will be* your rock, God *will always* do what is best for you, God *will always* be by your side, every single moment of every single day. ☑ When God created you, *he made you* in his image. ☑ *Turn from* Sin, turn to God, find Life. ☑ *FEAR GOD* Jesus says you really *shouldn’t be afraid* of anything. Instead, *you should* fear God. WHY? Because God holds your *entire story* in his hands. And not just your story here on earth. God is the one who ultimately decides *where* you will spend eternity. But while you fear God, you can also *trust in his Son, Jesus Christ, who died* to forgive you of all the mistakes you make here on earth. On that day when you face God, Jesus *intercedes on your behalf* and reminds *your heavenly Father* that those sins were *wiped away with his sacrifice* on the cross. ☑ God *IS* Love. ☑ Before the *Foundation/Creation* of the World, *God knew you, God loved you, God chose you* ☑ God has the hairs of your head *numbered* Every moment of your life is *watched by God* ☑ It doesn't make any difference *how far* you try to run from God. He *Loves* you. His eye is *on you* and he *sees you* ☑ God *Loves You* with an *Everlasting Love* forever and ever. ☑ When God looks at you, he sees the *Righteousness* of Jesus. ☑ In God's eyes you are *Loved, Chosen, Holy, and Without Fault* ☑ You are *Perfect* in the Father's sight. ☑ See yourself the way *God sees* You. ☑ God holds *nothing* against you. ☑ Love keeps *no record* of wrongs. ☑ God *so loved* the world that *he gave* his one and only Son. ☑ God *loves* you as much as he *loves* Jesus. ☑ God is *for you, Not against you* ☑ Jesus came from *Heaven to this Earth* for You. ☑ God *wants You* in Heaven. God *wants All people* to be saved. *God's Will for you* is to get you to Heaven. *Bring you back* to the Father. That's the *GOAL* ☑ Our home is *not here but in Heaven* ☑ Jesus *died for you* on the cross. He took *your place and took your sins* there. Look to Jesus. ☑ Sin cannot exist in God's presence, so Jesus was *banished* from the presence of God at the cross. *Despite your mistakes, failures, flaws, sins, words, thoughts, actions, Anything that you've done, God, your Heavenly Father, STILL loves you unconditionally* *REVELATION = JESUS WINS* 👑 👼 👼 👼 👼 👼 👼 👼🎺 †=💙💙💙💙💙🌎 👼JESUS Loves You👼 👼GOD Loves You👼 GOD💪 JESUS 👑 ✨📖✨ You Will Always Be Loved By GOD. Look To *JESUS.* †

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  • such a cute concept for a mv!

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  • Is this on Spotify

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  • Why am I crying?

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  • Really looked at this song's lyrics. I couldn't have needed this more now as I await my official diagnosis. Although it may have not been intended that way, I took this to heart and related it to how I'm like with my Favorite Person relationships-the way I overthink, catastrophize, devalue, split, and idealize. It's been a rough decade, I'll say. But I'm thankful for this beautiful piece of art and the amount of time and execution it took to make it happen. Sending all love

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  • what does this mean...

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  • I come here again and again for 2:14 onwards 😍

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  • Talk about going postal.

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  • This is the best music video I have ever seen.

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  • PLEASE PUT SUBTITLES I BEG YOU

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  • Making for us both home. Because Lia is, SRCOND wife of deni need to be separate with me and of the because of our fighting in seldom time ,Making us different flag country. Under queen Lena ,leader shift still.

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  • Crispin. Rainy ,Cloudy.

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  • oh gosh this is so good

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  • this is so wholesome but so relatable i'm in love

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